Secrets by Json, J.R.


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Secrets
by Json, J.R.

Album: Growing Pains - Instrumentals
by Json, J.R.


Chorus
Who do you think you are taking what wasn't yours
The innocence I once adored was stripped away behind closed doors
The enemies inside my home but who would ever listen to me and all the secrets that you made me keep

Verse 1
Rains on my window pane
Darkness surrounding me
Footsteps outside my door
Right now I'm sound asleep
The door it opens slowly and I can hear it slightly
But I don't move or even look to see who it might be
Some bodies next to me there weight is on my bed
My covers pulling back a hand is on my leg
I wanna sneak and peak but I just can't seem to let myself
Is my father checking me I'm nine and I often wet myself
I have no options fear got me to gripped to even move
Suppose to protect but abusing me now im so confused
So many emotions with

His sweat dripping in lay there motionless
hoping this nightmares soon to be over with
Holding back cries my mind is racing

Closed eyes like I've not awaken
I'd rather die than be in tho situation
As he leaves I knew this secret I'd bury and hide
But hiding this secret I just seem to be buried alive

Chorus

Who do you think you are taking what wasn't yours
The innocence I once adored was stripped away behind closed doors
The enemies inside my home but who would ever listen to me
and all the secrets that you made me keep
And it's tearing me apart

Verse 2
I'm older on my own now I'm grown now
But this secret still won't leave me alone now
wow I felt my innocence melt away
was living promiscuous freely giving my self away
Why would I protect you truth I would hide and cover
Would anyone believe how could I tell my mother
Confusion turned to sadness
Sadness led to me stressing
stressing led to the anger
anger lead to depression
Then I was arrested by a truth that would truly free me
The gospel gripped my heart showed me how the father see me
Biblical counseling brothers & sisters in my midst
Help me endure it though what happened I'd never forget
But I do have a hope that I do truly know
In heaven every memory will be whiter than snow
So though I struggle to forgive you I fight cause I must
I must forgive you cause I know he's forgiven me much

Chorus


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