I've been living this life for a long time
And I still ain't got it all down
Never claimed to be the one
That's always right
Truth is it's getting real hard
And there's somethings I don't understand, it ain't easy to live in this way.
Believe me, I'll try.
What's wrong, with clubbing on the weekend?
Or missing church cause I wanted to sleep in and if I drink once a week,
I got to sneak, is that the way it is or is it just me?
Lord help me, I just want to understand. Lord help me,
I don't want to be wrong again.
So I'm begging You, Lord help me, cause everyday I'm struggling.
But if You help me, I know I'll make it through to live another day for You oh
I'm the last one to point my finger
Cause I don done my share of dirt
But I'm getting tired of always being on trial
I'm the topic of the he say, she say
When I don't want to, I got to love my neighbor anyway.
Am I wrong if I don't always wear a smile?
Repeat Bridge & Hook
Now is it necessary, not necessarily but a, but the way they talking to me got me wondering what a
What's right from wrong, are you here the stress in the song
Well, it's enough for a brother to quit keeping on.
I hear the preacher say, don't but my body say,
do it cause nobody will know about the gender juice fluid.
Yeah, baby girl with the girls trying to get me to pursue it.
But to keep it way real, God knows everything you're doing.
He knows I'm trying, I'm fight
Trying to follow the writing
All the preaching, the teaching
And the what the elders are speaking
I know ya feel like sometimes
He ain't preaching cause you party Saturdays & then you Sunday go to meet Him.
Coming Lord, I'm coming and I can't get up.
Really want to break cause I had enough.
Help me, tired of falling down
Help me, just trying to get off the ground.
Help me to be like You cause I want to do what You do
I'm begging You, Lord help me
Come and see above me, help me, I need to love, please yeah, yeah.
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