Healing by Hope Harding

Healing - Single by Hope Harding

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Healing
by Hope Harding

Album: Healing - Single

A little space right now
It's been a rough year somehow

Thought I'd be better by now
Minutes changing into hours
Out my window summer turns to fall

Is this two steps forward?
Or am I just getting older?

Stuck inside this rollercoaster
No control of where I'm going
I get high and I get low
And when I break nobody knows

Tug of war inside my brain
I feel the things that I can't say
No one warned me of this pain I have

If this is healing, why does healing hurt so bad?

Feel guilty cause I'm not there yet
Some days
So heavy
Can't leave my bed
Should be doing better should I just pretend?
That I'm fine but it takes so long to mend

Can I get two steps forward
Cause it feels I'm goin nowhere

Stuck inside this rollercoaster
No control of where I'm goin
I get high and I get low
And when I break nobody knows

Tug of war inside my brain
Feel the things that I can't say
No one warned me of this pain I have
If this healing, why does healing hurt so bad?

They say it gets better ?
When will it be better?
They say I'll be stronger
But I'm still a prisoner

Stuck inside this rollercoaster
No control of where I'm goin
I get high and I get low
And when I break nobody knows
Tug of war inside my brain
Feel the things that I can't say
Nobody warned me of this pain I have
If this is healing, why does healing hurt so bad?