Smiling Inside by Joy Holden

Broken To Beautiful by Joy Holden

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Smiling Inside
by Joy Holden

Album: Broken To Beautiful

Verse 1
I know you don t want to wait, I m always running late
I promise that we ll be on time
There s a new doctor in town, he s in demand, he s making rounds
He s full, but we are next in line

Chorus 1
And I said, I don t want you to worry
These tests all seem dark, and blurry
I m smiling on the outside
But on the inside, oh my Jesus, I m just terrified

Verse 2
When I got home, I fell to my knees, I begged the Father, heal her please
But I can t control how things work
So, I got real with myself, I thought about how others felt
When they ve their lost loved one s way too soon

Chorus 2
And she said, I don t want you to worry
I want to see Jesus, and I m not in a hurry
But if I had to do this without
The crucified, oh my Savior, then I d be terrified - I d be terrified

Bridge
Woo woo woo
Jesus said, for your sins I carried
Jesus said, for your sins are buried
So, we can live in this sweet victory
For all eternity

Verse 3
Time ran out, and she went on her way
No more suffering, where glory awaits
It was all in his perfect, time

Chorus 3
And I can hear her say
I don t want you all to worry
Don t cry for me, please don t be discouraged
I've seen his beauty up close and magnified
I'm home in heaven, Whole and sanctified
So, don t be terrified,
I m Smiling inside
Smiling Inside


Words & Music by Joy A. Holden,
2021 Mud Creek Road Music (BMI)
All rights reserved. Used by permission
From the album, Broken to Beautiful by JOY HOLDEN, MCR MUSIC.