Album: False Memory Syndrome
I am trying oh so hard to be the bigger man and just smile and nod. Breath it in collect my thoughts keep my anger dull and my words soft. I need my vision checked cause right now all I can see is red. Need to find a way to deal with stress-ers cause the only thing up is my blood pressure. Yeah I'm bummed but I don't wanna stay here. Yeah I'm pissed but I don't wanna live inside this mess. Life's too short and plus my heart can't take it won't burn out I'll pick my battles. I won't die on this hill. Let my emotions run their course and then get over it. I'm emotional bro you don't even know. Beneath this calm demeanor my thoughts get a whole lot meaner. If I hold this anger in my heart it winds up doing me more harm than if I just suck it up and put my big boy pants on. At the end of the day all I can really say is that I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I was just thinking of myself put your feelings on the shelf. I'm a work in progress. A work in progress
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