Album: Beautiful Chaos
Verse 1
I can swim, but I'm always drowning
Watch the waves as they get so tall
All my fear keeping me surrounded
Feel like I haven't changed at all
Consequences of all my choices
Tryna play with this hand I dealt
Is their silence from all these voices
I need help...
Pre-Chorus
But all my friends, they make me feel like I am
Living in a different reality
And all my sins, just leave me disappointed
Could I escape from this depravity?
Chorus
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
All of my scars been healed, but they come back at me
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
All of my insecurities, they laugh at me
Verse 2
Oh, I realize it's so ironic
The more that I find, the more I'm lost
I got vices just like narcotics
They grow bigger, 'till I feel small
Thought I would've seen progress by now
In the fire, think I might melt
I could use a little advice now
Please, send help
Pre-Chorus
But all my friends, they make me feel like I am
Living in a different reality
And all my sins, just leave me disappointed
Could I escape from this depravity?
Chorus
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
(Why do I feel like this?)
All of my scars been healed, but they come back at me
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
(Why do I feel like this?)
All of my insecurities, they laugh at me
Bridge
I feel so, so toxic, toxic, so toxic
I feel so, so toxic, toxic, so toxic
Chorus
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
(Why do I feel like this?)
All of my scars been healed, but they come back at me
(I hate this)
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
(Why do I feel like this?)
All of my insecurities, they laugh at me
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